Pregnancy

I am worried about becoming pregnant again. The last one I was fine during the pregnancy but 2 1/2 months after her birth I ended up with a AICD. Now they are talking about putting me on Beta Blockers. Anyone have any experience with this? I go back and forth about our daughter being our only child. Do I keep clothes? or get rid of them? Is it worth it? If my defibillator go off, how does it affect my baby? What will the beta blockers do to the baby? And ultimately, will I and/or the baby make it through?